Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Project 365 [2009] // [81-90]

March 22nd through March 31st.
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[81]
Cheese [81/365]
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[82]
Eggs in love [Homework] [82/365]
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[83]
Red Ribbon [83/365]
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[84]
Blank [84/365]
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[85]
And then my heart hurt. [85/365]
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[86]
As the sun set [86/365]
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[87]
Bean's Blanket [87/365]
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[88]
Roommates [88/365]
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[89]
At 2:30 this morning... [89/365]
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[90]
Looking up [90/365]
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And for anyone who is interested;
This blog holds every day of my 2009 365 and a little bit about the days,
And most of the days: What I am grateful for.
[Just another piece of my new found outlook.]

Monday, March 30, 2009

//Snapshots of Life

I am grateful for
Shots of nature.
Those little glimps into one's "soul"
Reliving the moment.
Laughter in photos and the smiles making me smile as well.
Memories well preserved.
And for knowing who I used to be, to see how I have grown.

The other post was getting a bit long, so I am going to continue it on this post. I am doing this for myself, because I was so happy when Matt managed to get me these photos back from my broken laptop. I am doing this for me, because these photos have helped me to realize something about myself. And I am doing this for those people who may see themselves in these photos and remember things about themselves. :-)
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Reflect
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Brother
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Way back when...
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Jadon
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Long hair FTW!
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Old school
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Modern Day Jesus.Kill me softly
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Denise
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Model
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Photoshoot on white
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Patiently
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Jade
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Fall
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Pillows
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Rawr
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Cheese
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Captians
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Laugh
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Controller
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Looking up
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Suspicious
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Playing the wii
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Roses
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Beautiful

//Its a New Day

I came to the conclusion days ago that I would try to think more positively, that I would try to be a better person. That I would try to like myself better, like myself more. My worrying about everything and thinking that everything is bad is dragging me down and it is emotionally draining. It is not to say that I wont still think things are bad or that I wont worry [because anyone who knows me knows how much I worry], but every day I am trying to think of things that I am grateful for. If I can only think of one thing on a bad day then perhaps that day wasn't so bad after all, then, was it?
I wonder if I am strong enough. I wonder if I can do it. I think that I will prevail. I wont let anyone drag me down. I look back on what used to be and I miss it greatly, but today is a new day and I hope that things will go my way this time. I hope that the rest of my semester here is what I make of it and that I can branch out, though this will be the hardest thing of all. I hope that my Summer is full of laughter and friendship and family. And I hope that in the Fall I will live with the two people I have been talking to about it to. It would be lovely to have someone around to teach me the guitar and it would be wonderful to have my inspiration around when I need it.
I have looked through old photos lately, ones that I thought I had lost and have found both laughter and tears, but I am grateful that they were found once again, because I like to relive this part of my past, even if its only through photos.
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[This will be a very long, very image. That's your warning. :-) ].
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3 phones
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Head patting
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Video games
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Cape
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Motion
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Michael.Haydn
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Mongolian
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Sword fight
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Eric 16x
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Stephanie and Dorian 16x
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Evil
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Bowling
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Coldstone
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Laugh.Glee
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Trash can
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Magic war
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Crazy
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Three
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Sisters
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Back of the jeep
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Long road
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Adorable
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Shrine

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